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cynical pissed offSo shit, it's been over a month. Wow. So much stuff has happened. But I don't have time to write about it and really, who wants to read about it?
Thanksgiving was shitty. Yea, that covers it.
I made 60$ though, babysitting Trevor. I like babysitting him, all he does is play with Nathan or play video games.
Christmas is around the corner, and right after that, New Years. Yeay, I guess. I'm not looking forward to the family get togethers. I just realized how much I dislike it when my family gets together. Aren't I nice?
I'm in a pissy mood right now so if this seems dull and angry, then it is. Let's not go into details, shall we?
I'm in the process of uploading a shitload of pictures of me and my friends to a new album on myspace, so go check that out I guess. If your reading this, your most likely in the album.
I've been having lots of vivid dreams and I don't like it. I don't like the content of these dreams and it's making me sad.
So break was okay besides the whole family thing. I went out. Tuesday I spent the night at Sam Weeter's house (yea, I still don't know why either); Wed I went bra shopping with Alex hahaha; Thursday was yea, Thanksgiving,;Friday I went to the bookstore and got two new books; Saturday I went to Sam's house with Russ and we broke computer monitors and DVD players and threw them in the river; and Sunday I spent babysitting and reading. It wasn't so bad. Wasn't that great either.
I'm supposed to be grounded from the computer since I was on till 2:30 AM last night. Oh well. Like I care.
Bye.
pessimistic
happyIt's the last day before school starts. There's really not much to say about it either. It's a really nice day outside, but I'm inside and once I get off the computer I have to go clean the house. Whatever.
Summer was great. I know people say this every summer, but this seriously was the best summer I have ever had. It was so fun. It was filled with firsts, seconds, and being retards. Hahaha. I'm sad it's over though. I'm going to miss sleepovers in the middle of the week and staying up all night and sleeping in and spending the whole day at someone's house. Now that school is starting, sleep overs will be limited to fridays and weekends, hanging out with someone is going to only be for a few hours, and the latest I can sleep in is 6:20AM.
I'm excited for school and I can't wait to see who is in all my classes. I know I have classes with Abby Brownell, Alex, Sam, and Julie. I might have something with Russ but I don't know, because he got bumped up to Honors Biology or some shit like that. But I really doubt we have anything together, but whatever.
0 - adivsory w/ delzell on wed
1 - algerbra w/ slattery
2 - *study hall w/ hester on mon, tues, thurs
*study hall w/ meyer on wed
*friday freshman seminar w/ manning
3 - intro to 2-d art w/ hay
4 - spanish 1 w/ strug
5 - lunch !
6 - p.e. w/ waltson
7 - earth science w/ albamont
8 - *study hall w/ ellis-shu on mon, tues, thursday
*earth science w/ albamont on wed and fri
9 - english 101 with chianakas
It's a pretty lame scheduale. Oh well.
I'm going. Bye.
contentOkay, I hate Tony. I absolutely HATE him. He and my mom got into another fight and it was really bad. I think it may have been the worst. It scared the shit out of me. I was so scared and I couldn't even do anything.
So, um, there is really nothing else to say. Besides that the blue I added to my hair looks really good and looks like blue and I love it. I still need a new picture of it too. I think I am going to go do that now I guess.
Hey, someone go to cruise night with me. I wanna show off my hair. xDD Also, I wanna hang out with people and see if I can get high. Because it is cruise night, and there is a chance of it. ;P
Call me someone.
Yesterday was fun, even if I did get pissed and start to feel like shit. I think it was just because I was around too many people too soon. Because at my dad's I am surrounded by people all the time and then yesterday and yea. Just too much too soon. So Channel said Cindy's sister told on her so now she's in trouble. I kinda feel bad, also because we left all the alcohol at her house too.
Okay, so I am trying to start writing again. I am going to restart my dream story. The one that I was so in love with but I just couldn't finish for the life of me. I am also writing little nothings now and it makes me sad. Because no one gets my little nothings. I think they are really good and I love them. But no one gets the meaning behind the symbolism. All I get is "it sounds fancy" or "i don't really get it." or the part people do get they don't get it the way I wrote it. They'll get a whole new meaning and it really gets me angry. But whatever.
My hair is still being gay. They blue keeps fading so I am going to put more in it. The pink is fine though. I am going to go put blue in it right now. Then I will let my hair dry and take a picture and I will put it up here. Before and after picture, though it is not a very good one:
Edit:
So I found my old xanga just now. And I was reading it and one of my posts was about Mark. Hahaha. But I was readin it and I realized I missed talking to him. I really liked him and stuff too. But now I just really want to be his friend. I see him every now and then but its like, for a split second. Like, I'll be walking around the neighborhood or something and I see him riding past and I say hi and he says hi and thats it. I never really get to talk to him. And I know that since we're going to different schools next year I'll be seeing him even less. It makes me sad. I think I should go over to his house with a friend one day and hang out with him.
Okay, now I'm done. Byebye.
Last night was so fun. I am so happy that I got to be with Sarah and Lindsey (<3youguys) for the first time they smoked pot. I will get more and we will really party. Hahaha.
Rain = blankets and candy cigs. My friends are the best.
This weekend was so fun. Me and Lindsey rode our bikes up to the castle which was probualy 10miles (or 8-ish Iunno) total. Ughhh, I don't know what else to write about really except that it was great.
I am through trying to come up with excuses. I hate lying to everyone and from now on I will try to be truthful. HA. That isn't going to last long. But I am going to try really hard.
I was watching beauty pagents for little girls earlier. They look so scary. But you know what? I wish my mom would've entered me in beauty pagents like that when I was little. I think I would've loved it. If I could, I would try to do pagents right now, but I doubt my mom would say yes even though she did them and even offered to do them with my cousin Jess. Maybe if I had been in those types of things I wouldn't have confidence issues. Or maybe I would be better with dealing with people. Iunno, but I do wish I had that chance to be part of something like that. Go ahead, yell at me for it. Because I know that half of my friends find the idea of beauty pagents ridiculious and stupid and morally wrong.
I hate summer. I hate hate hate it. I want it to be over and I want to go to school. I love school. It's just one of those things. i hate being home all the time and I hate sleeping in late and going to bed in the early morning hours. I hate having all this time on my hands and I hate doing noting with it. The only thing I like about summer is that you don't have to wait till after your homework is done to go out and you can have sleep overs during the week. But still, summer is horrible right now. And I know that with in the first month of school I will miss summer and hate school, but that is just how things are.
Whatever, bye.
dig·ni·ty [dig-ni-tee]
–noun, plural -ties.
1. bearing, conduct, or speech indicative of self-respect or appreciation of the formality or gravity of an occasion or situation.
2. nobility or elevation of character; worthiness: dignity of sentiments.
3. elevated rank, office, station, etc.
4. relative standing; rank.
5. a sign or token of respect: an impertinent question unworthy of the dignity of an answer.
6. Archaic
a. person of high rank or title
b. such persons collectively
The lady who is staying with us has 3 kids. The youngest girl (Sammy) used to the dignity and her mom freaked out. She started yelling and was like, 'DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? YOU SHOUDN'T USE BIG WORDS UNLESS YOU KNOW WHAT IT MEANS.' I was sitting there thinking, 'I don't really know what it means either. But I know how to use the word correctly.' I think if you can use the word the right way, then the definition doesn't really matter. I can use a lot of words the right way but do I know what they mean? Hell no. I'm not sure if her daughter used the word the right way, but her mom shouldn't have started to yell. Just be impressed your daughter knows that word lady. (All this lady does is yell at her kids. It's sooooooooo annoying. She's like, worse than my mom. My mom can acually talk to me when she wants to, but this chick just yells no matter what. 'Oh you did the garbage? Well, YOU FORGOT SOME OF IT. CAN'T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT?' I mean, come on.)
Sorry for my rant. Bye.
So I still need to draw my picture for the contest I am entering. Ughhh. I have no clue how I am going to draw the girl Stupid requirements. She has to be standing. You can not cover her face. Her hair has to sweep over her right eye. If her hair is kept down, over her left ear has to be a curl. She has to be colored. Bleh. I am going to draw her with braids, so I don't have to worry about her hair. I have this image in my head but I don't think I can draw it. If I could draw her sitting, I would've had the perfect picture. She would've been facing the reader and kneeling reading tarrot cards. It would've been such a cool picture. Whatever. I am using a picture out of my book FullMoon o Shagitase (I can't spell it) as the base so I can get the shape of her head and arms right. Look at what am I compeating against:
This one is my favorite. I evny the artist so much!
UGH I JUST FOUND OUT I AM TO BE AT LEAST 16 TO ENTER. WELL, FUCK THAT. I AM ENTERING. I WILL LIE ABOUT MY AGE I DO NOT CARE.
jubilant